It’s been more than a month since I sat down to write again. It’s not because I have nothing to write about, nor because I lack emotions, but because I’m…lazy 😅 , or rather, I lack some catalyst to force me to sit down and write.
Yesterday’s rain was quite heavy and long lasting, looking at the clock at 4:30 pm it felt more like 8 pm. Honestly, I prefer to watch the sky before the rain, the clouds are grey and the wind blows the leaves lying still on the ground rustling – where I live, every house has trees that are big enough, not too dangerous.
Three weeks have passed, I still haven’t turned on the App again – I’m a Grab Bike driver – there are many reasons, but they are all trivial: Summer break, I miss you so much, I miss you after a little ride – so sometimes I hate my emotional nature, my love for you, but I understand my grandmother’s heart, I miss her so much. Then the weather in the South is turning into the rainy season, heavy and long rains, I like watching the rain but I’m afraid to run in the rain. A few weeks ago, I was hit by two students in the rain, oh the rain. Come watch the rain with me for a bit, while waiting to get your order for vermicelli and tofu hehe.
4/6, Bo went to take Vitamin A. Dad said he was good this time because he remembered the schedule better than Bon last time hehe.
7/6, Bon is super stubborn, but funny, of Dad, in the blink of an eye, it’s been a year, how fast. I always remember when you refused to go to school, sobbing and running out of class to find your parents. But today, the whole family sat watching you dance. Oh time! Dad had to try very hard not to cry. Don’t, don’t think I’m weak, I only think about the future, about you, Bo and your brothers. I wish Dad hadn’t let greed control him, I wish Dad would slow down a little, I wish… But never mind, you danced beautifully that day. Bon is no longer shy now, she dances like a crane hehe. When she comes home, she still remembers the song, makes Dad dance along, my fate is really miserable.
Now the whole family is packing to go back to their hometown, this year Ba and Bo are also going. Bo and Bo are riding a train for the first time, they must be very curious. It’s about to rain outside too…
Thanks to the old photo, yesterday’s rain – washed away laziness.
